The resolution of another interesting, kind of eye-opening type of conversation with my hostmom is: I have to go shopping and buy some awesome clothers in colours I’ve never tried out before! But she will take me to the good shops that are cheap but of good quality, so don’t worry about the money. 🙂 Sis, you will probably be really shocked when I come home! 😀 All of you, actually. I’ll be too because I’m changing quite a lot. And right now I’m most afraid of two things: a) That I will have the feeling that I’ve wasted some time here, and b) that I’ll adapt myself too much to you and Germany in general, and fall back into old “behaviour” and can’t keep the changes I’d been through.
Let’s see if all the primary colours suite me! Yaay! Go for it!
I will. 😀 I’d like to come back as a young strong woman wearing feminine, shiny things (not this hiphop blingbling bitchy kind of shiny, of course! (excuse my french)) of strong colours suiting a strong personality. I’d love to. I’ll go for it.
~ 11 Feb